Would you know when your life changing moment had arrived?
If you had told me on Monday June 29, 2019, I was about to experience energy physically between my clasped hands.
Or that I would see the whole world differently, viewed through the same eyes.
Or that my understanding of what the heck is going on in life - not only my own but everyones, would be challenged and blown out of the water.
Or That I would feel the energy of Divine flowing through my body in an undeniable way.
Or that I would have a vision in channel only to have it come true. Can you say Master Manifestor?
I would have thought, you were certifiable. But here I am, years later, with hundreds of hours of training and retreats under my belt and I am better than ever. Possibly a personal opinion, but isn't that what matters?
So let me tell you how it all went down......
In one casual encounter, I had an experience that was so remarkable, it changed my life forever. I literally felt energy radiating from another person’s body.
And to think, I almost didn’t go. But that’s a story for another day.
I have always said. “If you lived in a dark cave your whole life, but went outside, ONE TIME, to see the sun, even if you lived the rest of your days in darkness, you would never forget the sunlight exists.”
That’s what it was like for me the first time I met Lubna Kahrusi, founder of Dira International. I went to a place I had never been before, beyond the mind, where there was only peace and resounding love. I felt calm and reassured. For the first time in my life, I knew everything was going to be ok.
I had seen the sun. I knew the light existed. There was no turning back.
To see what it was all about, I committed 30 days to practicing my new found skill of Channeling Divine.
I treated it like an experiment, tracking and documenting my entire journey.
If it was nothing, I lost nothing.
But if it was something, the possibilities were endless.
I decided I had nowhere to go but up and I was all in.
After those 30 days, I was even more intrigued than I was at the start. For every question answered, I had 3 more pop into my head. For every vision received, I wanted to know what they meant and how they related to my life specifically. For every voice I heard, I pieced together a story that was beyond my comprehension. The experiences I had were enough to push me to book a ticket to Oman for a Level 1 retreat.
It was bold. I hadn’t been on a plane alone since before my oldest child was born and here I was travelling to the Middle East, guided by voices in my head. Was I crazy?
After spending time with Lubie and the rest of my Dira family, at Casa Dira in Muscat, my life has been transforming ever since.
There is no doubt, I was meant to be on that plane, in that place, with those people.
The entire universe supported me in doing so and continues to encourage me to shine my light every day and follow my dreams.
There was a time when I made lots of bad life choices. Drinking to escape, not recognizing my own needs, repressing my emotions, seeking approval, playing the blame game, falling prey to perfectionism, and doers-itis, all while battling depression, anxiety, addiction and debilitating fear.
I am grateful to say, channel is a part of my everyday life, things keep getting better and better and best of all, my desires are falling in line, just by ME being ME!!!
Now I make choices that make my life easier and more enjoyable. No more helplessness. No more running to escape my problems. No more pent-up aggression. No more wondering “Is there more to life than this?”. No more confusion. OR searching for answers to my biggest questions.
I use the extraordinary gift of channel to help guide me towards a guilt free life, of doing things I love. Who knew it was so easy?
I know my purpose is to share this gift. I am a teacher. I am a giver. I AM, a unique aspect of an infinite possibility. And I am honoured to share my blessings with you.